Laurie's Journal

I don't have many early recollections of mental illness that I could put into words.  I had these profound memories of weirdness, yes, that's what I would call them.  It was like every once in a while getting a shot in the arm with a serum of misunderstood feelings that needed to be untangled later on. Before I knew about the real gravity of depression, I got depressed. I felt depressed. Before I knew the definition of derealization, I experienced it.  I felt myself observing my life in third person.  I was fascinated by my own existence, but from the outside looking in. I dissociated before my therapist explained to me about the behavior. I felt a complete disconnect, sometimes in spurts, and then other times longer.

 It's September, the month of out-with-old transitioning into in-with-the new!  I just created my new Facebook page: I Dream of Purple Skies .  I created the page to start a fan page for my new book entitled I Dream of Purple Skies: A Memoir and Poem Collection  by Laurie Jean Perrone.  I plan to publish it in September 2025.  I returned to love of poetry and performing open mic this past summer in Montclair, New Jersey, where I perform monthly on Fridays at the end of the month in a venue called The Space.  I really enjoy doing it!   I also reserved tickets to The Dodge Poetry Festival (you can Google this on Ticketmaster to reserve a seat) in Newark, New Jersey.  The event is a 3-day festival of poetry talent from October 17- October 19, 2024.  On October 19th evening I will be attending a poetry event featuring Joan Baez, the famous folk singer from the 1960's. You will see these events posted on my Facebook page. Please check ou...