Wednesday, September 13, 2023

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 Hey there!

It's a bit cloudy today, but that's o.k....I'm on stay-cation!!!

I swam in the pool with hubby yesterday and took some "me time" walks. Today, I might take a walk on the shore.  Even in cloudy weather the ocean is beautiful.  My mood is stable today, and at this point I don't want to return to the grind.  I look to the future with hope, but I'm not ready to give up doing what I want to do when I want to do it.

I just asked hubby what he wants to do today.  He said: " I don't know yet.  Let me take a shower."  That sounds like a good idea for myself.  Keeping up with hygiene is important, even when you feel anxious or depressed.  I've been getting better at it.  I like showers better than baths because showers completely clean you.  In a bath, you are sitting in your own filth.  Ugh!!

What do I want to do today?  I'm unsure. I'm thinking about getting a massage, or getting my hair and nails done.

I don't know.  I'm going to let the wind take me today.

Bye for now- love you! ;)


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