Sunday, March 17, 2024

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Hey there!

 I woke up this morning asking God the Father, "What do you want me to work on?"  He impressed upon me forgiveness. When you hold onto bitterness and resentment, it eats you up inside.  Forgiveness frees you, but it also frees the other person who wronged you.  People who you don't forgive allow other people to rent space in their head.

In my daily devotions I asked my Father to forgive me for ignoring Him for years by not praying either for myself or others. Now I have the desire to work on forgiving myself for committing sins of my past.

Well, I must dash.  I have finish my coffee and get ready for church.

Love ya!



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