Monday, April 17, 2023

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 Hey there.

Feeling anxious today, but not having a bad day.  My meds were upgraded, so hopefully my new upgrade  will kick into my system soon.  

I didn't feel like punching anyone in the nose, so that's good.  ;)

I went food shopping today, and tomorrow I will pay some bills.  Today was really uneventful other than watching some Hulu and Netflix. My fave show to binge lately has been Mom, starring Anna Faris.  

I am also reading some of my books on Audible, as well as a few of my paperback books I ordered during the pandemic.  Pre-pandemic, I wasn't into Audibles or reading.  When I was a teen I read a lot.  So, I don't know what happened over the years.

I also used to write in a diary more often when I was younger.  Well, now I blog my journal entries for the entire world to see in hopes that I'll help somebody else out there.

Speaking of when I was younger, I used to also watch soap operas faithfully, Oprah was on the top of my list as one of the hottest talk shows and I followed the British royal family and Princess Dianna like some people follow the Kardashians or Arianna Grande today.

Anyway, it's getting late.  Goodnight, guys.  Love you. ;)


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